This blog is where it all began.
It's been years since I've posted. It's not because I've not written. I've written quite a bit. I write daily. I post mostly to Facebook - Friends and family. I practice on them.
What have I been up to?
I've performed. I've read my poetry. I've been learning the craft of writing. I've been immersed with like-minded artists. I've read quite a bit.
It's been incredible but it's time to get back to my roots - blogging. People have asked me where to find me. I've directed them here.
What to expect -
I will be sharing published works. Works that have been performed. It's my goal to post at least one piece of work a week. Don't hold me to that cause I may get inspired to share more. This blog continues to evolve.
Nick-izms : A Writers Rumblings
Wednesday, August 1, 2018
Saturday, September 13, 2014
1,000 Cranes - The Innocence of My Son, 'I Wish You Happiness...'
1,000 Cranes. I had
been fired from my job because I couldn’t condone making up services numbers on
a project, so I was told my services were no longer needed, nor necessary. I was fired.
No unemployment. No
prospects. I stood up for what I
believed in, yet it was with an outcome that I didn’t expect. I began to do manual labor. I painted apartments for my landlord to cover
the costs of rent. I was on public
assistance, again. It was a difficult
time. I was heavy with worry a lot of
the time. I was hurt emotionally from
the experience. A graduate education
didn’t matter cause I was beginning again.
I don’t lay my adult worries on my son, but he watched me. I came home one day from painting and Sonny
was doing origami. He was watching
Youtube and learning to fold cranes. I
commented on how beautiful they were. A
few days later, he was still at it. His
little 9 year old hands were folding paper, creasing, and meticulously making
cranes. I asked why he was doing
this. I figured it was to decorate his
room. No it wasn’t. He told me the story about a Japanese legend
that if he folded 1,000 cranes that he’d be granted a wish. His wish was that I’d be happy again and I
wouldn’t have to worry all the time about money, food, rent, lights, gas, and
how I was gonna get what he needed. I
was stunned. I then sobbed when I heard
this and held him in my arms. I reminded
him things will get better. Life just
threw us a curveball. I apologized for
not being happy go lucky Mom that he needed.
I thanked him for his project.
His wish meant everything to me.
I got my wish when he was born.
And, this is one of the many reasons my son continues to amaze me…
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