Kind, decent, committed man who enjoys family, spiritually orientated, recognizes love by demonstrating it, is thoughtful, never allows insecurity destroy, is vigilant to not allow someone to enter our relationship, finds new ways to be thoughtful and show love, doesn’t tear away at dignity, appreciates the crevices of my body, finds joy in getting old with me, and is the last face I wanna see when my time here is done. I wanna be able to watch him. Recognize his grace. Understand his dignity. Be proud. Feel the gentle touch of his hand when he senses I’m suddenly afraid and I need him. Holds me as I weep. Reminds me that the darkness of the night is not terrifying. Makes that time of day magical and not be dreaded. Is strong enough to know that my pain is not bound to him, but from a life filled with lessons. Understands my flashbacks then waits for me to return or helps guide me back to myself. Whispering lovingly. Calling my name. Reminding me that love does exist. And, I am enough. Is a reminder that not all Men are violent, nor rape, nor take without consent, nor demand my behavior be in accordance with what he deems appropriate. I wanna be in awe of him. Majestic. A love that has been waiting for me. God made just for me. Simply, breathtaking. Beautiful. I believe he exists.